Thursday, March 26, 2009

Kehidupan pelajar terlampau...

Hadui, assignment report memanjang!
Semester dah nak berakhir, kehidupan sebagai seorang pelajar pun dah nak berakhir.
Seronok ke? Tak tahu rasa apa. Faris (Afro) suka bukan kepalang. Haha!
Aizat tak bersedia untuk dunia berkerja. Aku pun. Kot.
Kesian Faiz, setiap hari cek blog aku nak tengok ada post baru tak. Camne tahu? Lagu Romanza kat page aku tu. Heh.
Tak boleh la, banyak kerja. Kalau takde kerja pun nak berehat.

BTW, Sunburst seronok! Pertama kali pergi konsert. Tapi takde gambar sebab Aizat maupun Misai tak bawa kamera. Spoil. Kenapa lah aku tak pergi tahun lepas...(ade Incubus!)
Lain kali tolong lah Pineapple Concert ajak Metallica pulak ke, Disturbed ke, tak pun paling ganas Slipknot! Wah! Tahun ni lineup dia tak berapa best lah.
KoRn dah datang. Ok per??

Cukup. Baru siap buat satu report. Nak berehat. Malam semua!

Sunday, March 8, 2009

I remember...

I remember, when we were small you would hold my hand and shout "Mak! Ayah!" whenever we got lost in the shopping complex. I on the other hand, would take us to the nearest security guard to help us find them.

I remember, after school, we would sit in front of the tv attentively to watch cartoon until mom shouts at us "Abang, Ariff, mandi! Dah malam ni!"

I remember, instead of doing our homework, we would lie on the bed, side by side and read Mutiara Naga (Dragonball) one volume at a time. You always read faster than I do.

I remember, you always have a 'buku conteng' and inside you would draw your own comic book. I would get interested and persuade you to let me draw as well. I always end up ruining the plot.

I remember, we used to fold a piece of paper into a mask and pretend that we are part of the Power Rangers and fight against ourselves with paper swords.

I remember, when we had a great fight, I would be the first one to run into our room and lock the door. Because you always have a kitchen knife in your hands. You crazy bastard.

I remember, we always played football on the lawn, dribbling around the trees. The trees were smaller then and the lawn was bigger.

I remember, the only way to get you out of your bad mood is to play PlayStation together. I don't play them anymore because you are not here.

I remember, every Sunday night we would watch Hong Kong movie together on the tv and would talk about it before we go to sleep. Usually about how beautiful the heroine is.

I remember, I was very happy and envious when you were accepted as a pilot cadet.

I remembered your happy face whenever I ask you "camne terbang? best tak?"

I remembered every week I would ask mom, "bile Arip cuti?"

I remember, when you were home, every week we would go to Summit Shopping Complex to watch any movie that came out. Most of them suck...

I remember, we would lie on the bed together side by side watching anime that you downloaded. When the story gets interesting, we would rush out of the room to go to the toilet or prepare food before rushing in back again.

I remembered the day mom called me, sobbing saying that your plane got lost...

I remembered seeing your battered body with dried blood on the steel bed at the morgue...

I remembered kissing your cold forehead before your face is covered with white cloth.

I remembered lowering your body into the empty dirt hole and saying my final goodbye...

I remembered crying every week whenever I'm alone in my room. Outside I act fine and dandy. I still do even today...

I remember...I remember...I remember.

Friday, March 6, 2009

Tag 4

Lagi dan lagi!

· Pick your birth month.

. Strike out anything that doesn’t apply to you.

.Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you.
.Copy to your own blog, with all twelve months.

. Tag 5 people.


Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.


Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.


Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.


Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.


Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.


Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.


Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.


Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.


Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.


Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer.Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.


Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.


Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical

Semua yang bace di tag. Menarik tag ni. Aha!

Tag 3

Ada lagi. Ada lagi. Teruskan!


1. Which is your favorite color out of: red , black , blue , green , or yellow?
2. Your first initial?
3. Your month of birth?
4. Which color do you like more, black or white ?
5. Name of a person of the same sex as yours..
6. Your favorite number?
7. Do you like flying or driving more?
8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?
9. Write down a wish (a realistic one)..

When you're done, scroll down..

1. Kinda like both red and black...I'll take BLACK!
2. M
3. January
4. Black
5. Afronso
6. 3
7. Flying. But we're jinxed. I don't care. Aha!
8. Ocean. Lake scares me...
9. Come on 4Flat! Gahahaha!

1. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and full of love...
Black - You are conservative and aggressive..
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back..
Blue- You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love..
Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down..

2. If your initial is:
A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in your life..
L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum & your love life is soon to blossom..
S-Z You like to help others and your future love life looks very good...

3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected..
April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever..
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good..
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be great, but eventually you will find your soul mate...

4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take on a different direction,it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change..
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it...

5. This person is your best friend..

6. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime..

7. If you chose:
Flying: You like adventure..
Driving: You are a laid back person...

8. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved..
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people..

9. If you want your wish to come true then tag 5 people to do what you just did..
Oh man, I'd love it if my wish comes true. But it depends on myself. Not others. So...NO PEOPLE TO TAG!

Tag 2

Blog award lagi! Layak ke aku terima semua ni?? Haha! Thanx Erin. Dah lama Erin tag aku nih. Kesian dia lama sangat aku nak buat. Haha!

Kena tag 7 kawan. Ni tag lama, jadi ramai yang dah buat. Aku tak tag sesiapa. Untungnya! Haha

Tag 1

1. Copy badge “2008 Cute’s 3logger Award” untuk diletakkan di blog anda.

2. Link/ceritakan kembali siapa yang memberikan award ini kepada anda.

3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnye (anda di-tag).

4. Anda perlu memilih 5 penerima award seterusnye dan menyatakan nama mereka di blog anda.

5. Jangan lupe melawat blog kawan anda dan meninggalkan komen yang menyatakan mereka telah ditag.


1. Badge yang aku dah copy. Macam perempuan jer...

2. Syahidatul yang tag. Dialah buah hati sayer. Comel gtu...

3. Pertama : Selalu beritahu ni; panggil aku Ash atau Ashraf. Lain tak diterima.
Kedua : Aku minat muzik yang gitar dia sedap. Rock pilihan utama.
Ketiga : Aku tengah belajar main gitar dengan Afro! Yattaaa!
Keempat : Aku suka bersukan. Suka tengok dan main bola.
Kelima : Sampai sekarang tak tahu nak kerja apa. Camne ni??
Keenam : Aku pendiam. Nak berbual dengan aku, kau kena mula dulu
Ketujuh : Kawan2 buat aku terlupa aku tengah bersedih. Terima kasih kawan2.
Kelapan : Tak payah la nak berlagak pasal ManU depan aku. Menyampah! Haha
Kesembilan : Main PES/Winning11 buat aku cepat tua. Susah giler?!
Kesepuluh : Tengah berusaha dapat Dean's List. Gambatte!!!

4. Ni tag lama. Yang lain dah buat rasanya.
So, siapa yang tak buat lagi dan mahu buat, buat la.

5.Tak nak! Haha

Yooosh! Da siap 1 tag. Next!

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Janji mahu buat tag

Janji mahu buat tag dulu, tapi asyik tak berkesampatan.
Tunggakan tag yang banyak! Sudah lupa tag apa pulak tu...
Kalau tak buat, tak elok la kan, sebab di'tag' bermakna anda diingati rakan blogger lain.
Takpe2. InsyaAllah lepas aku berjaya menempuhi test Risk Management besok, aku akan mengorek blog2 rakan untuk mencari tag yang telah lama tertunggak tu.
Tapi kalau kalian nak bantu boleh jugak. Hehe.
Link kan semua tag yang aku kena buat. Hahahaha!
Dah la tak buat, naik lemak pulak tu...
Oh ye, selamat memasuki dunia blog Hairuddin (Sudin) Masirom!

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Dear politicians...

Dear readers, let's post this on our blogs and asks others to post it as well. Maybe, just maybe, we can save Malaysia. You don't have to become a politician to do that.

This letter was written by Anas Zubedy and posted in The Star, 26th February. His words might prove that 'the pen is mightier than the sword'

Dear Malaysian Politicians

Please stop the power chase, call for a truce and focus on the economy.

I do not claim to speak on behalf of all Malaysians, but I have strong convictions that many share my sentiments.

Our concern today is not who rules the country or heads the state governments but the looming bad economy.

Whether Barisan Nasional or Pakatan Rakyat leads, it is meaningless if Malaysians have no job to go to, no money to pay rent and no means to put food on the table.

I am a business owner, like other business owners and managers of corporations I have a responsibility to ensure people under my care and payroll continue to have jobs and a decent income to take home. We work hard and willing to go the extra mile to make sure our nation not only survive this crisis but come out stronger and wiser. We need your help.

Let me explain. I am in the business of Training, Development and Consultancy and have 20 people in my team.

Saedah is 42. She keeps the office clean and helps organise the training rooms. She has four children and her husband is unemployed. She was first hired on a part time basis, because she is very hard working and has a great attitude, we offered her a full time job to help provide a stable income for her family. Even then, when her third child started school this year, it was a struggle for her to buy new school uniforms and other necessities. Saedah lives on a ‘kais bulan, makan bulan’ basis, so, if she is jobless, her tap runs dry.

Samsuri is 27 years old. He lives with his sister and her family in a low cost government flat in Sunway. He does our despatch, helps with various clerical works and occasionally acts as a driver. During the first week at zubedy, we learned that he not only did not have money to buy new clothes and shoes for work, he had no money for lunch. Like Saedah, if he has no job, his tap runs dry too.

Alicia in Client Servicing turns 26 this year. She lives with her dad who is 71 years old and retired. Her mom passed away when she was little. Alicia is a hard-working team member, has a gentle caring outlook and fun to be with. (We like to poke fun at her as she blushes easily). Last May her dad went through a major operation, thank God he has recovered well. Alicia needs a job, both for herself and her dad.

Sudesh, 38, is one of our facilitators. When his father passed away last year, he moved back and lives with his mother in Seremban. He shuttles between Kuala Lumpur and Seremban daily, leaving home sometimes as early as 4 in the morning and returning late at night. He is no stranger to hard work and sacrifice, he knows what he needs to do to survive and to care for his mother, but he too needs a job.

Like fellow Malaysians, every one of us in zubedy needs employment, those that live from hand to mouth like Saedah and Samsuri and others like Alicia and Sudesh with family to care for. We Malaysians need the Malaysian economy to be strong. We need you, our leaders, to work hard and to work together to make our economy viable.

So this is my plea.

Pakatan Rakyat, please stop your attempts to take over the federal government and persuade BN’s lawmakers to join you. Stop all legal proceedings, no more 916 and let go, just let go. The nation can wait till the next general elections if they want change. By doing so, Malaysians will see your party as caring, unselfish and gracious and give you their support in the next elections.

Barisan Nasional, please stop any attempts to take over PR states and win over PR’s lawmakers. You have proven your point with Perak. The nation can wait for the next general elections if they want your party. Focus all your talent, energy and hard work in steering the country out of an economic downturn. By doing so, Malaysians will see your party as caring, unselfish and smart and give you their support in the next elections.

BN and PR! Call for a truce. Get together and compromise. Someone has to give in. Or has hate consumed your heart till it blinds you? You can do it. You have enough intelligent people between you. I am sure you can find solutions. Take the nation to heart. That is why you are in politics in the first place.

Focus on the people.

Focus on the economy.

Anas Zubedy
Managing Director
Zubedy (M) Sdn Bhd

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