Friday, October 31, 2008

Seronok2!

Minggu lepas memang seronok.
Dah lama x main boling, dapat gak 2 game.
Dah lama x tengok wayang, dapat gak tengok Tropic Thunder! kat Bukit Tinggi. (tapi ngan John je. haha)
Hilang jugak la rasa bosan terperuk dalam bilik sorang2. Hehe. Jemu gak dok pandang skrin laptop je setiap hari.
Tontonilah Tropic Thunder! Bila Jack Black, Ben Stiller dan Robert Downey Jr bersatu dalam satu cerita, havoc weh! Serius!
Bukit Tinggi memang lawa. Selamat tinggal Bukit Raja! Bukit baru dah ada! Dan LAGI BESAR!

Cukup la merapu untuk kali ini. Akan ada post baru dalam masa terdekat, InsyaAllah...

Monday, October 27, 2008

A tribute for whom I can not meet again...

When I am down, I remembered you. When, I am happy, I remembered you. How I wish we were still together...



Lyrics

What a hectic month!

Not hectic in terms of work (a bit, yes) but open houses. My dear friend, Johnny have listed all the houses that we have went, and the total is 15!
Yes! FIFTEEN HOUSES!
That's a brand new record! So it's approximately 5 houses in 1 week.
Last year wasn't this crazy. I guess because our degree is finally coming to an end and everyone won't be seeing each other again for God knows how long, so everyone wanted their friends to come to their houses.
I'm fortunate that my house is in Subang Jaya, 40 minutes drive from Shah Alam so almost every year the guys visit my house during Raya.
It is somehow customary to visit my house and Aizat's during Raya. The more the merrier.
This is what festive season is all about; bringing people closer.
From the unfriendly to friendly, and from the friendly to friendlier.
I hope this tradition continues even after everyone have finished with their studies, heck, even after all of us got married with children!
This strong ties that we call friendship, I hope it lasts forever and ever and ever and ever and ever....

edit ! 15! not 19! I didn't went to Pidin, Papa, Mike Tyson, and Apih's house. Hehe. I referred to John's list without looking at those names...

p.s. - I may not have lots of issues and stories to tell, but I'll try to update my blog more often. Thanks Yat and everyone for their frequent visit.

Friday, October 24, 2008

Our stand

Our family would like to give our full support to the 3 cadets who were accused of trying to cover-up the crash.
Those claims that they hid for 3 days instead of helping the DCA in the investigation are false.
They were in KL for 3 days to attend my brother's funeral service and tahlil prayers.

Our prayers are with them.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

NST is publishing false info...

I know most of you have read the NST today.
NST, with all its glory, published a FRONTPAGE story about the crash incident.
I don't know where they get the story, but I know for sure that they didn't meet my family, the head of the flying academy nor the investigation team from the DCA to get the information or CONSENT!
So where did they get their pile of bull s**t info? I have no idea.

I am afraid the reporter might have searched the internet for info and stumbled into 1 or 2 sites/forums or blog(s) that discussed the crash.

Reporters would do anything to sell their papers nowadays. How sad.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Aih...

Terase ingin benar mau menulis.
Tapi itulah, bila mood mendatang, isi pula tiada. Bila isi ada, mood pula tiada.
Macam biskut chipsmore.
Maka, kembalilah ke tujuan asal blog ini dicipta, Random Rambling ataupun dalam Bahasa Melayu nya bermaksud Bebelan Spontan. Hahahahaha!

Bebelan 1 :
Kerja di pejabat sangat membosankan. Walaupun kerja audit seperti tidak perlu memerah otak tidak seperti belajar, tetapi disebabkan syarikat yang diberi adalah sangat kecil, kerja disiapkan dengan amat cepat. Masalah bermula selepas itu. Apa yang boleh ku lakukan sepanjang hari tanpa kerja??? Walaoweh... sangat membosankan. Tak pun kami (ada dua pelatih termasuk diri ku) diberi kerja budak ofis; fotostat, binding, fax, cari dokumen, pergi stor ambil fail, filing, semua kerja yang amat penting tetapi tidak disukai pekerja senior.

Bebelan 2 :
Dikatakan syaitan amat gemar menghasut orang yang didalam kesedihan, kecelaruan dan orang yang tengah berangan. Benar sunguh kenyataan tersebut. Sepanjang masa ku tiada kerja, termenung menjadi aktiviti nombor satu. Bila sudah termenung, maka terbayanglah waktu suka duka yang telah ku tempuhi bersama dengan arwah adik ku ketika kami bersama dahulu.
Syaitan berbisik kepada ku lalu ku terfikir : "Apa dosa yang telah aku buat sehingga Allah S.W.T. mengambil adik ku?", "Besar sungguh ke dosa ku sehingga Allah S.W.T. ambil adik ku sebagai balasan?", "Aku ni abang yang teruk ke kerana tak dapat melindungi adik aku?", "Kenapa emak memberikan aku seorang adik lelaki? Kan senang kalau aku tak merasai bagaimana seronoknya ada seorang adik lelaki..." dan banyak lagi bisikan syaitan ke telinga ku. Apabila ianya melarat, ku ambil jalan mudah; naik tingkat 3, ambil air sembahyang, sembahyang sunat. Lega....

Bebelan 3 :
Sangat bosan. Sangat kesunyian. Mau berbual2 dengan orang yang mempunyai minat yang sama, lagi2 bab anime dan manga. Malangnya teman ku yang paling rapat sudah tiada di dunia. Apa boleh ku buat? Itu takdir. Pandai2 lah aku mengisi kekosongan dalam jiwa ini. Syukur Syahidatul ada sebagai teman.

Rasanya kalau teruskan melalut akan melarat. Bila aku baca balik post ini terase isinya sangat bosan. Itu lah hasilnya kalau penulisan tiada plot. Hahaha! Cukup2.
Sekian dari saya. Terima kasih kerana membaca.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Deaf, mute, blind, incapacitated...

I'm into Metallica season right now, all I hear each day is Metallica! Metallica! Metallica!
Inside all the metal songs they produce, i found one song that basically made me shiver and repent.

I watched the music video too, and it was so chilling and so real, it made me think, "what if I am in his shoes? what will I do? how would i feel?"

The song I'm talking about is called 'One'. Written and composed by Lars Ulrich and James Hetfield.

Watch the video yourself and you'll know what i mean :



The lyrics for better understanding :

One
(Hetfield,ulrich)

I Can't Remember Anything
Can't Tell If this Is True or Dream
Deep down Inside I Feel to Scream
this Terrible Silence Stops Me
Now That the War Is Through with Me
I'm Waking up I Can Not See
That There Is Not Much Left of Me
Nothing Is Real but Pain Now

Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death
Oh Please God,wake Me

Back in the Womb its Much Too Real
in Pumps Life That I must Feel
but Can't Look Forward to Reveal
Look to the Time When I'll Live
Fed Through the Tube That Sticks in Me
Just like a Wartime Novelty
Tied to Machines That Make Me Be
Cut this Life off from Me

Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death
Oh Please God,wake Me

Now the World Is Gone I'm Just One
Oh God,help Me Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death
Oh Please God Help Me

Darkness

Imprisoning Me
All That I See
Absolute Horror
I Cannot Live
I Cannot Die
Trapped in Myself
Body My Holding Cell

Landmine

Has Taken My Sight
Taken My Speech
Taken My Hearing
Taken My Arms
Taken My Legs
Taken My Soul
Left Me with Life in Hell


I know some of you have crap internet connection at home (so do I); and Youtube-ing is slower than baking cookies, so I'll make myself useful and tell you the story in the video. So here goes :

It tells the story of one man, set during the time of WW2. This man joined the army and participated in the war. During one of the skirmishes he was involved in, he became a victim of a landmine.
The blast took everything from him; his sight, his voice, his hearing, his mouth, his arms, and his legs. What the blast didn't take from him was his mind. He was bed-ridden. He was conscious and lived a living hell everyday because he practically lived in the dark; he can't communicate because he can neither hear nor speak, let alone open his mouth; he can't feel and touch; he can't walk. And worst of all, he can't scream or shout to tell other people of the pain he felt.
Everyday all he did was bob his head up and down, sending a Morse code "S.O.S" and "Please kill me" to anyone who can read it.

Very depressing and chilling isn't it?
Now what would you do if you were in his shoes??
You can't even shout to release my tension and tell everyone how you feel!
Basically cocooned in complete darkness.

The message here people, is be grateful to what Allah S.W.T. have given us. Show how grateful we are to Him by doing what He asks of us, being the most simple thing that is to PRAY or SEMBAHYANG (very simple, up-down, up-down a few times, 5 times a day...)

Tengok? Siapa kata dengar lagu rock tak sesuai untuk orang Islam? Orang PAS yang tak suka Avril Lavigne datang Malaysia sebab kata lagu rock tak sesuai patut dengar Metallica lah...

p.s. The most amazing concert I have ever seen! Found at ThePiratebay, download it!